I am very frisky and find that i am often the one who starts sexual acts with him but often he just isn’t in the mood. A week ago i was searching on the computer and had to look through the history to find a page a had been on earlier for a research project for school. I found huge amounts of porn from that day on the history and searched back and found he on average looks at porn at least every 3 days usually when i am asleep or right before i get home from my daily afternoon workout. I am more than willing to have sex with him whenever including sexy scenarios that I make up to spice things since we have been together for so long. When ever we have sex he just gets the job done ( for himself) and no longer finishes me like he use to when we first started dating. I feel like he no longer cares about my needs. I am consistently the more creative one in bed including frequent BJs to make sure he is satisfied, yet he finds a need to masturbate. I feel jealous when i see he looks at these other girls even though i am a very fit athlete (train twice a day) with curves and am afraid he no longer is interest in me because we have been together for such a long time . I am afraid he is board of me. I realize men need their alone time every once in a while but i feel every three day or less is too frequent. It bothers me so much that lately i can’t even enjoy sex because i feel he is thinking about those other girls. Should I feel so insecure? Should I find someone who finds me more attractive?